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Saturday, October 28th, 2006

Time:7:01 pm.
Blog-Word! for pyrexfeather

You're an individual - nobody was found with the same word as you!

Check back later, maybe you'll have some LJ-Word buddies then!

Created by Grahame
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Sunday, August 13th, 2006

Time:12:17 am.
Mood: indifferent.
obligatory update-

looking for job. cc bill, perhaps?

going to flippin' sweet (party tonight) cause... that's what everyone is doing. then we'll all jump of a bridge and make poor decisions. but yeah, everyone else is doing it.

more pictures later.

had to take dinah kitty to the humane society.

will people please stop soliciting group sex on myspace? it fills my inbox and i just want normal messages!

more later... ?
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Tuesday, August 1st, 2006

Time:8:01 am.
young playful kitten. female, cat box trained

"My mommy couldn't pay the rent, so now i'm homeless. help me find a safe home!"

call 480.707.1878
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Monday, July 31st, 2006

Time:2:14 pm.

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Time:1:39 pm.
who posts in their live journal anyway?

i am. figured i might as well.

that's me. thats how i'm doin'

post more later
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Saturday, May 13th, 2006

Subject:oh how i love tim burton
Time:3:23 pm.
Mood: anxious.
Vincent Malloy is seven years old,
He’s always polite and does what he’s told.

For a boy his age he’s considerate and nice,
But he wants to be just like Vincent Price.

He doesn’t mind living with his sister, dog and cat,
Though he’d rather share a home with spiders and bats.

There he could reflect on the horrors he’s invented,
And wander dark hallways alone and tormented.

Vincent is nice when his aunt comes to see him,
But imagines dipping her in wax for his wax museum.

He likes to experiment on his dog Abacrombie,
In the hopes of creating a horrible zombie.

So he and his horrible zombie dog,
Could go searching for victims in the London fog.

His thoughts aren’t only of ghoulish crime,
He likes to paint and read to pass the time.

While other kids read books like Go Jane Go,
Vincent’s favorite author is Edgar Allen Poe.

One night while reading a gruesome tale,
He read a passage that made him turn pale.

Such horrible news he could not survive,
For his beautiful wife had been buried alive.

He dug out her grave to make sure she was dead,
Unaware that her grave was his mother’s flower bed.

His mother sent Vincent off to his room,
He knew he’d been banished to the tower of doom.

Where he was sentenced to spend the rest of his life,
Alone with a portrait of his beautiful wife.

While alone and insane, encased in his tomb,
Vincent’s mother suddenly burst into the room.

“If you want to you can go outside and play.
It’s sunny outside and a beautiful day.”

Vincent tried to talk, but he just couldn’t speak,
The years of isolation had made him quite weak.

So he took out some paper, and scrawled with a pen,
“I am possessed by this house, and can never leave it again.”

His mother said, “You’re not possessed, and you’re not almost dead.
These games that you play are all in your head.

You’re not Vincent Price, you’re Vincent Malloy.
You’re not tormented, you’re just a young boy.”

“You’re seven years old, and you’re my son,
I want you to get outside and have some real fun.”

Her anger now spent, she walked out through the hall,
While Vincent backed slowly against the wall.

The room started to sway, to shiver and creak.
His horrid insanity had reached its peak.

He saw Abacrombie his zombie slave,
And heard his wife call from beyond the grave.

She spoke from her coffin, and made ghoulish demands.
While through cracking walls reached skeleton hands.

Every horror in his life that had crept through his dreams,
Swept his mad laugh to terrified screams.
To escape the madness, he reached for the door,

So he and his horrible zombie dog,
But fell limp and lifeless down on the floor.

His voice was soft and very slow,
As he quoted The Raven from Edgar Allen Poe,

“And my soul from out that shadow floating on the floor,
Shall be lifted –Nevermore!”
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Saturday, May 6th, 2006

Time:10:45 am.
i hate everyyyything. my health, my attitude, how boring i find everything. i'm mad at myself for getting in *this* situation. it sucks. no one's fault but my own. and that's the worst part.

and now i think i'm done with all said situation. i feel this increasing bitter agony congesting me. ugh.
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Monday, May 1st, 2006

Time:12:26 pm.
i am pissed at everyone. i'm mad at people who keep doing heroin after their friends die from it. i'm mad at people who(despite my warnings) talk their straight edge friends into doing heroin or oxycontin with them just so they dont always have to pay for it. i'm mad at those friends for beleiving that because oxy is a pharmaceutical, that it's safe. i'm mad at myself for not intervening more. i'm mad at someone's mom for allowing thier kid to get so bad. i'm mad at the dare program for everything.

i can't take all these overdose deaths. i can not handle it. i wanna not talk to anyone who is still doing heroin even though their friends are dying, both over time and and in the moment. but i can't do that, cause when a problem is ignored, it doesnt make it better. it makes it worse.

i'm mad at people who are mean to me on infoline. i'm mad at my "friends" who disrespect me. i'm mad at the piercing "studio" that pierces people in dirty warehouses because they make money that way. they have no morals or integrety. i'm mad at cops for being hella shady. i'm mad at people who don't resepct themselves or others. i'm mad at myself for not having enough self-respect.

i hate my supervisor at work for being so rude and disrespectful. im mad at him for driving while extrmely drunk all the time, and laughing about it the next day. i'm mad at him for accusing me of doing drugs in front of everyone; i heard *he's* the one with the drug problem anyway. i'm mad at myself for putting up with the sexism. blah

matt, becca, rayray, (i had to pause to think of more, so i think that's it)

these people are awesome. they treat people with respect. they are awesome people and awesome-er friends. none of my friends are allowed to die (esp from drugs) these are my friends who TRIPLE cannot die. cause i'll lose it. yay.
Comments: 2 fallen stars - tear me down.

Saturday, April 29th, 2006

Subject:weird? me?
Time:3:23 pm.
Once you are tagged, write a blog entry about your 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next six people to be tagged and list their names.

1. when i buy clothes and find something i really like a lot, i usually buy 2 more. one size bigger, one size smaller. that way, i can gain or lose weight, or i can shrink the big one, or with hoodies, the big is for layering, the small is for wearing alone.

2. so extremely ridiculously afraid of lizards. i avoid going outside in the summer. sometimes, when my brains just relaxing, images and memories of lizards flash in my head and i panic. lame.

3. animals, especially cats, in people clothing always make me laugh *so* hard. teh best is fat cats in clothes. heeeheee

4. i have used a litterbox on more than one occassion. let us never speak of this again.

5. i like to do paperwork. i'm damn good at it. like in air force basic training, theres a million pounds of paper work to do during your first week (processing) I love worksheets, surveys, forms, anything i get to fill out.

6. i am so in love with benedryl. makes me sleep, gives me awesome, vivid, realistic dreams. started in 11th or 12th grade when my insomnia was increasingly getting worse. started off with two before bed, which increased to 6, and by october of 2004, i was eating 25 at a time. i'm not that bad anymore, but i still enjoy it. call them pink diamonds

I want to see what overxthestars, of_delirium, piperopigeon, adgied, moonlight_skyes
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Subject:posted on the nympholine by me
Time:10:43 am.
i'm not trying to step on toes or insult anyone, accidently or otherwise.

i've seen piercings done at a couple parties over the past couple years. i dont personally know who does them, but i've never seen these "vendors" at a clean venue. always in dirty warehouses. ok, lets not lie, many people dont go to parties sober. many underage people go to parties, sober or not. here's my main issues:

- it's not clean enough in a warehouse to get a sterile piercing done. regardless.

- people not sober (or hell, even the sober ones) shouldnt decide to get pierced on the spur of the moment. these things are supposed to be thought out.

- even if the piercing is done clean, have you have looked at your hands after an indoor party? most likely, they've turned black. what if you touch the piercing (which happens esp when its first done)? germs, infection, and more

- they may say they enforce it, but i've seen underage kids get pierced at parties without any ID. i dont even need to point out the obvious reasons here.

- if you have problems with a piercing, you're supposed to go back to the studio where you got it done and talk with your piercer. how do you do this if it's done at a party?

**now you might be saying, the guy who pierced me works at an actual studio**

- if you're a good, honest, well-educated piercer, you should not be ok with any of the above. it's so incredibly amoral of a professional to make money off people who are most likely, not ready for this decision.


i just think it's wrong, and a lot of kids don't even know what they're getting into.
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Wednesday, February 8th, 2006

Time:7:36 pm.
Mood: frustrated.
please help my poor computer

this message box is constantly in the corner of my computer screen. showed up a couple of days ago. if you try to close it, it pops right back up. does anyone know what this is or how to fix it? i know it's probably from spyware or adware of whatnot. please help!
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Tuesday, February 7th, 2006

Time:5:34 pm.
Mood: hyper.
1. Initials?

2. Name someone with the same birthday as you.
Robert Deniro

3. Favorite fruit?
peach, strawberry, pear

4. Favorite snack?
everything! candy!

5. Are you allergic to anything?
YES. lots of things

6. Where were you born?
phoenix, az

7. How many U.S states have you been to?

8. How many of the U.S states have you lived in?

9. What cities have you lived in?
mesa, tempe, ahwatukee, phoenix, chandler, scottsdale, oakview

10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S?

11. Have you ever traveled outside the States?
once, to mexico for school

12. Name something physical you like about yourself?
my height

13. Something non-physical you like about yourself?
i'm... myself... ?

14. Do you have any pets?
i will have a tater tot soon!

15. What is your dream car?
infiniti g35

16. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go?

17. Are you bipolar?
jesus. what a fucking trend. YES, ACTUALLY MEDICALLY bipolar, type 1.

18. Where would you want to go on a first date?
movies are awesome, cause you dont have to talk.

20. Do you like president Bush?
I don't like some of the things he does.

21. Have you ever bungee jumped?

22. Have you ever white water rafted?

22. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
all the time

23. Are you racist?

24. What song are you listening to right now?
combichrist - this shit will fuck you up

25. What's your favorite song at the moment?
adagio for strings - barber, ocean avenue - yellow card,

26. What was the last movie you watched?
american beauty

27. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
work, atlanta bread company

28. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?

29. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
ha! yes!

30. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Eyes, hair, smile

31. What's your favorite body part on the opposite sex?
back, smile, eyes, hair...

32. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
italian soda

33. Do you consider yourself fat?
fluffy! i'm fluffy!

34. Do you have an iPod?
yes, pink 4 gig mini

35. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
all the time

36. Do you have freckles?
a very little

37. Are you comfortable with your height/weight?
height yes, weight no.

38. Do you love someone right now?
many a person

39. How tall are you?

40. Do you speak any other language other than english?
a little spanish

41. Have you ever ridden in a limo?

42. Has anyone you were close to passed away?

43. Do you watch MTV?

44. What's something that really annoys you?
when people make plans then blow me off.

45. Do you like Michael Jackson?

46. Have you ever surfed?
Heck YES!

47. Do you know how to pump gas?
who doesnt!??!?!

48. Do you know how to drive?
yeah kinda

49. What's the latest you have ever stayed out?
5 nights?

50. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
yeah, NOT fun

51. Did an ambulance ever rush you into the emergency room?
yep, at basic training

52. Have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do?
of course

53. What's your favorite state to live in?

54. What color is your hair?
many: brown (dark and light), some red, blonde

55. What color are your eyes?

56. Special talents?
i have many *special* talents

57. Favorite non-alcoholic drink
any juice

58. Favorite city?

59. Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull?
ha, no

60. If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be?

61. Who do you live with?

62. Last thing you watched on TV?
fairly odd parents

63. Do you wear glasses or contacts?
emo glasses!

64. Do you want to take a road trip?
c'mon shanyn! lets go!
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Friday, January 6th, 2006

Subject:lets rock!
Time:7:23 am.
Mood: need to get ready.
Tagged by [info]theklute and [info] meadelante

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your livejournal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to!

1. Dead or Alive - Brand New Lover
2. Zwan - Endless Summer
2. Combichrist - Enjoy the Abuse
3. Yellowcard - Ocean Avenue
4. Sublime - What I Got (reprise)
5. Social Distortion - Sick Boy
6. Smashing Pumpkins - Disarm
7. CiK - Live at Nocturnal Wonderland 2004
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Sunday, December 11th, 2005

Subject:ah hah hah
Time:7:51 am.
Mood: fucked over.
everything's shitty. it's all done. annulling it after 6 months. wow. i'm so out of here.
merry christmas
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Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005

Time:5:23 pm.
Mood: lonely.
living is so lame. i hate it. i miss ahwatukee, i miss all my old friends that i screwed over and now wish i had. i miss being in high school. everything was easy. i'm on my own and so alone. being lonely sucks. being in scottsdale sucks. i have no friends here. i don't even know anybody here. fuck this shit. i can't make friends cause i have no way to meet anybody, and i'm such a dork, no one i do meet wants to persue a friendship with me. brice thinks i take up all his time and keep him from hanging out with his friends. frankly, i'd like some alone time. regardless, i do love ketamine. me-ow
Comments: 5 fallen stars - tear me down.

Monday, October 31st, 2005

Time:7:49 pm.
Mood: pissed off.

I was just wrongfully arrested for shoplifting at Kohl's Department Store. I know many of you have knowledge on law and such, and I need to know what i should do on my court date, is it worth fighting? i really don't want shoplifting on my record. should i get a court appointed attorney?

here's the situation:
i, being absent minded, put a bra on my belt loop while shopping around for clothes. i gave up on finding clothes because brice was ignoring me and playing around in a wheel chair. so i left the store and went to the car. loss prevention walked towards me, scared the living shit out of me and had me come in the office. blah blah blah, they said brice was obviously my decoy/lookout (he didn't even know i picked the bra up). i told them the whole time it was a mistake. i told them i didnt conceal it, i showed them i had more than enough money to pay for it and i was willing to. they basically said they didn't believe a word i said. i really dont want this charge on my record. shoplifting is really frowned upon. unfair. anyways, is it worth fighting? do i get a state appointed attorney? this sucks

happy halloween
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Wednesday, October 12th, 2005

Time:9:49 am.
oh god, so live journal addicted. some shit occuring from bullshit that happened a long time ago. i feel shitty. increasing anxiety lately. can't handle anything. fuuuuuuuuck.smoke weed every day.
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Monday, October 10th, 2005

Subject:gwen stefani should be shot
Time:1:13 pm.
i just saw the video for "hollaback girl"

wow. that is by far, the worst music video to go with the worst excuse for a song i've ever seen in my whole life.

Gwen Stefani - Hollaback Girl

Comments: 6 fallen stars - tear me down.

Wednesday, October 5th, 2005

Time:3:45 pm.
this was actually really fun to do!

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Subject:from post
Time:10:08 am.

no kidding
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Subject:the system is down
Time:9:54 am.

be there, or be square.
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Monday, October 3rd, 2005

Time:4:37 pm.
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Time:2:04 pm.
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Thursday, September 29th, 2005

Time:10:54 am.
Leave your name and:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. If you do this you MUST post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.
Comments: 9 fallen stars - tear me down.

Tuesday, September 27th, 2005

Time:8:13 am.
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Thursday, September 22nd, 2005

Time:11:40 am.
all your feelings are mine.
i caress it because i posess it.
i will make our dreams come true.
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Time:9:50 am.
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Wednesday, September 21st, 2005

Time:11:20 am.
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Subject:taken from my father's blog
Time:9:26 am.
i was there with him while this went on. so lame.

Friday, September 16, 2005

Arghhhh... Cell Hell

I have two Cell phone accounts, one I had saved
from my daughter and hadn't cancelled it yet. Had it for several years, and
recently got her and my wife another phone company for several unrelated

So my old cell phone breaks. The one with my business number on
it. It is insured, so I go in and find out that I will be getting a brand new, 3
year old technology, phone. Ok. fine. Stupid, but fine.

But lo-and-behold
there are new plans with services I need... IM, Text, out-of-town service and
such - but they require a newer tech phone. I buy one and have the business
number transferred to the new phone so I leave with a working business line.
Cool. New old-tech phone arrives a week later and I go down to put the second
line number on it.

Nope: That's insurance fraud I am told. Insurance
fraud? I must, MUST, put the business line on to the old tech phone and then
move it to the new-tech phone. Will take 24 hours.

Me: "But I have 2
lines and am not defrauding anyone!"
Them: Blank stares.
Me: "why didn't
you tell me this when I transferred this number when I was here?"
Them: Blank
Me: "Well can I do it and then transfer it immediately?"
Blank stares.
Me: "Well, I will just cancel the number on the line I haven't
used for 4 months and get a new line and phone.
Them: "That's fraud. You
cannot cancel one plan to take advantage of another plan."
Me: "That's twice
I have been threatened with very serious crimes since I walked in here. That
makes me a little nervous."
Them: Blank stares.
Me: "How can you tell a
citizen of the US that they are unable to cancel a cell phone plan in order to
take advantage of another plan? And then to tell them that is a felony? How do
you say something like that with a straight face."
Them: Blank

So in order to evade prosecution and incarceration from the cell
phone company, I just agreed to do the stupid thing and I will drive all the way
back to Tempe tomorrow to have it transferred back.

NOTE: This cell
company office (and all of their offices, I am told) have an armed, uniformed
guard in the store. Armed. In a freakin' cell phone store. I now know why.
Infuriating. To treat customers like that is a crime.

On the wall there
are photos of people wearing t-shirts that state "I don't count" to show how
'cool' the unlimited service is. Now I realize there is another meaning to the
slogan. Yeah, I'm a customer and when it comes to them providing me some
customer service, I don't count either.

Comments: tear me down.

Subject:i love this thing
Time:7:44 am.
hardcore sex is love
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adult swim is love
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kissing girls is love
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Thursday, September 15th, 2005

Subject:the sad truth
Time:10:46 am.
there is no pleasing anyone these days. you can never do enough for someone. your best means nothing.
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Wednesday, September 14th, 2005

Time:9:34 am.
Mood: depressed.
alright, nine months after the loss of ed collie, another friend of mine dies from drugs. i will miss nate greatly. he and i had some awesome times. i want more information on his funeral.

as for the rest of my friends, you know who you are, let's be careful with the drugs! please, i'm begging you, my favorite friends i feel i have to worry about the most. i won't be able to handle any more of these occurances.

and i thought my problems were bad... now nate's mom has to deal with her son dying. he just turned eighteen too. today will not be a good day.
Comments: 2 fallen stars - tear me down.

Wednesday, September 7th, 2005

Time:4:26 pm.

Shanna Dale Giannatti Davis's Aliases

Your movie star name: Candi Frank

Your fashion designer name is Shanna Dublin

Your socialite name is Beastie Seattle

Your fly girl / guy name is S Gia

Your detective name is Kitty Desert Vista

Your barfly name is Biscuit Cosmo

Your soap opera name is Dale Windsong

Your rock star name is Pixie Infiniti

Your star wars name is Shaxen Giabri

Your punk rock band name is The Happy Tea Cozy

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Tuesday, August 30th, 2005

Time:5:13 pm.
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 80%
Stability |||||||||||||| 56%
Orderliness |||||| 23%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 50%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 50%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Materialism |||||||||||| 43%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Work ethic |||||| 23%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 50%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||| 56%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63%
Romantic |||||||||||| 43%
Avoidant |||||||||| 36%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63%
Wealth |||||||||||| 50%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 70%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 43%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical security |||||| 30%
Physical Fitness |||||| 30%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 63%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||| 56%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
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Monday, August 29th, 2005

Time:2:29 pm.
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Wednesday, August 24th, 2005

Time:9:13 pm.
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Time:8:54 pm.
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Time:1:06 am.
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Wednesday, August 17th, 2005

Subject:birthday boredom
Time:11:34 am.
Mood: birthday-tastic.
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Comments: 2 fallen stars - tear me down.

Monday, August 15th, 2005

Time:9:34 am.
Mood: contemplative.
nineteen seems like such a big number when it comes to age. on wednesday, i'll be turning nineteen. i don't really recall turning eighteen. yikes. everything is crazy right now. i don't know what to do...
Comments: 4 fallen stars - tear me down.

Thursday, August 11th, 2005

Subject:I'm back!
Time:3:33 pm.
Mood: ish.
back from basic training. it's a long story. i'll elaborate later.

glad to be home.
Comments: 3 fallen stars - tear me down.

Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005

Time:2:16 pm.
Mood: stressed as fuck.
i'm so unbeleivably stressed about practically nothing and getting on everyone's nerves and i can't help it and i feel like shit and don't wanna be around and all i want is someone to help me out right now and no one wants to be around me cause i'm getting on their nerves. i get so frusterated with myself sometimes.
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Saturday, June 18th, 2005

Time:3:28 am.
Mood: ecstatic.
brice and i just told my parents we're getting married, and they love the idea! it's awesome. happiness!
Comments: 1 fallen star - tear me down.

Tuesday, June 14th, 2005

Subject:these are so awesome!
Time:4:23 pm.
Mood: lovely.
cartoons are love
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combat boots are love
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orgasms are love
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these are so perfect
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Sunday, June 12th, 2005

Time:7:25 pm.
Mood: lovely.
raver day at disneyland = best time ever. not exaggerating. it was so awesome. SO much fun! so tired. more later.

i heart brice
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Monday, May 30th, 2005

Time:7:15 pm.
oh yeah. and my inability to make others happy all the time makes me feel the worst of all. SO MANY people around me aren't happy, to the point that even when i'm happy, i feel bad that they aren't happy. kim says itsnot fair to tell people that cause it makes them feel worse. but it needs to get out somewhere. might as well tell the internet. heh.

must go watch phantom now.
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Subject:another post! they're becoming a rarity
Time:5:52 pm.
Mood: pah-ish.
people = mean. i feel so gross. boys are dumb and girls are evil. i've cried far too much this past week. i think there is something wrong with me. i feel like a lot of people don't realize that i'm leaving all of you very soon and i'd like to spend as much fun times with them as possible. ditching me for your boy/girlfriends is unexcusable. and boys make me sad. sasha makes me sad. my sister hating me makes me *really* sad. i fel left out a lot these days. i feel misunderstood all of the time. and not to get *too* sylvia plath on you all, but i feel like i'm worse off than anyone i know, no one really appreciates who i am, and... i've typed too much. constant inner moping hurts my head, and constant being stepped on hurts my feelings. crying is lame and i don't like doing it. it needs to stop.
Comments: 3 fallen stars - tear me down.

Saturday, April 30th, 2005

Subject:brice is my awesome possum.
Time:5:04 pm.
Mood:i heart brice!.

new cell number is 480-277-1909

call me, especially you nicole.
Comments: tear me down.

Saturday, April 16th, 2005

Subject:SEX! i like sex
Time:3:44 pm.
Name:Shanna Dale Giannatti
Current Location:phoenix
Eye Color:camoflauge
Hair Color:so many
Right Handed or Left Handed:both-ish
Your Heritage:irish... all irish fuckers!
The Shoes You Wore Today:i didnt
Your Weakness:lizards, physical labor, financial common sense
Your Fears:see above
Your Perfect Pizza:pineapple and cooked onions
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:bigger boobies
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:pah!
Thoughts First Waking Up:cigarette, sex, food
Your Bedtime:2, 3? i dunno
Your Most Missed Memory:disneyland, nocturnal 2004
Pepsi or Coke:eesh
MacDonalds or Burger King:mickey dees
Single or Group Dates:essh, sucks
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:ew. yuck. gross
Chocolate or Vanilla:both
Cappuccino or Coffee:espresso
Do you Smoke:ish
Do you Swear:fuck no
Do you Sing:badly!
Do you Shower Daily:wouldnt you like to know
Have you Been in Love:with my... cat
Do you want to go to College:duh yeah
Do you want to get Married:no, well, maybe
Do you belive in yourself:yes, sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness:yeah then i eat dramamine
Do you think you are Attractive:yes, i mean no. i'm emo and ugly. no one likes me.
Are you a Health Freak:yep. ecstacy is healthy. so is ketamine and cigarettes and candy. all i consume.
Do you get along with your Parents:my dad
Do you like Thunderstorms:yes!
Do you play an Instrument:a couple
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:no. alcohol is bad for you.
In the past month have you Smoked:yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:yeah
In the past month have you gone on a Date:yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yes, many a time. spencers theft.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:ew no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:no but i wanna
In the past month have you been on Stage:yes with scott fucking brown and cik. yum
In the past month have you been Dumped:no. thank god.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:yeah
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:yes!
Ever been Drunk:yes
Ever been called a Tease:yeah by a mormon. but he didnt know what it meant.
Ever been Beaten up:yeah. it sucks
Ever Shoplifted:naw!
How do you want to Die:in disneyland
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:work at disneyland
What country would you most like to Visit:ireland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:brown
Favourite Hair Color:clear
Short or Long Hair:long
Height:um. true
Best Clothing Style:nakie
Number of Drugs I have taken:many. seriously. VERY VERY many
Number of CDs I own:see above.
Number of Piercings:2. well, 4. but 2 active
Number of Tattoos:none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:i hate these questions. i like fucking. glad this is done.

Comments: 1 fallen star - tear me down.

Monday, April 11th, 2005

Subject:kandieland 2
Time:11:25 am.
My outercourse activity is snuggling!

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ok, the end of the weekend of kandie is over. i'm still at dawn and dylans (the after party location). the party was amazing. simon apex was great, scott brown (funny guy!) played some of the tracks i usually hear dave play. yum yum hardcore. make me wanna have sex. a lot. yummm. all the kandie was amazing. i have some great new pieces. pictures will be up later. the party was almost drama free. i fucked up again. i quit. or more like i should be fired. but... damn. so tired, so sleepy, so hungry. i'm to go watch party monster, eat nachos, and sleep.
Comments: 2 fallen stars - tear me down.

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